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2007-10-08T12:08:00.001-07:00

Alright, I am bak to blog
But..seriously I dunno how to start off wif..
Cos it has been so long since I last blog
And so many things has happened to me

Well, last time that I stopped blogging was jux after my exams if I am correct
Now, I hav gotten bak the results
It wasn't what I was expecting
CMN-->A
DPA- ->C
Maths- ->D
COM skills- ->C
GPA- ->2.63

Frankly, I am really disappointed wif my results
Haish, can only blame myself cos I hav been skipping classes too often
Guess I really hav to buck up for the next semester...

Had my Taekwondo Grading yesterday
Once our group was been called to do our pattern
It was the usual feeling...''Nervous''
Luckily,I managed to pull it off without the examinor telling me to repeat
Hopefully I can get double promotion..?(dream on)

Hmm, I hav been working recently as a waiter at Brewerkz(Indoor Stadium)
This job was recommended by my cousin
Cos I really need a job after my exams for the sake of....$$$
At first, I did struggle working as a waiter cos it was my first time
But I really would lik to thank the bosses and colleague for teaching
Its kinda fun working there cos the people there are jux all so friendly
This job can be buzy and tiring but can be real boring at times too
Well..It will hav to depend on the days

Actually,I enjoyed working there
I hav no intention to quit the job at the moment..
Cos everything is gd
The pay...people..environment..
But only disadvantage is tat it is kinda far
I hav to take roughly 1hr to reach my workplace
But judging from my studies so far
I will hav to reconsider whether if I wanna quit or not
Haish..

Anyway,I shall update other time..
Time to sleep to prepare for Baverage training tmr ^^

2007-09-11T08:09:00.000-07:00

Wee..1 paper gone...
1 more to go..
Ok..got quite a number of things planned after my examination

Ok lets see what I hav been doing
During saturday,I spent the whole night taunting at my fren hse studying
I was lik so happy
Cos wat I hav study..
Lots of the questions came out on the exam
But still I tink I am gonna get only a 'B'
Cos I forgot some of the questions..how to do them...Zzzz

Well,Did nothing much on sunday
Wei hao came my hse
Then we slack till around evening
I had to go somewhere to meet my fren for dinner
Actually not really dinner
We jux walk around the streets and see whats'food was on sale
Look around..Happy then buy and eat
Was actually veri happy to see my fren
Cos it been a long while since we last met
Nono...I shd say gg out tgt
Cos this fren..Well we used to share problems wif each other
But lost contact after a while
Somehow got bak contact again..(I dunno how)
Haha,after all this while
We still can manage to talk craps and share problems
It a good thing?? =)

Hmm..I will be cutting and dying my hair either tmr or thursday
See how ba..
So far after my exams tmr
I hav no plans yet
But most likely I will be gg out to celebrate
Thursday will b gg out wif Alvin and CS to watch 'BOURNE ULTIMATUM'
I noe its has already been showing quite for quite a while
Cos of our busy schedule
Welll...Yeah
Friday will b my first time gg vivo wif some of my frens(I noe I am noob)
I can't wait
But,I dun wanna burn my pocket thou
Saturday will b my cousin's wedding
Think shd b buzy the whole day
Sunday no plans yet...HAHA

I tink I shd say things hav been looking gd for me
Took some lame pictures recently..
Will post them up tmr if I am free
HEHE

Oh well, gonna stop here
Rite now gg out to eat then study wif frenz...
Gonna do well for tmr
Hopefully can get 'A' for the module
GG mates =)

2007-09-07T11:35:00.000-07:00

Been studying a lot lately
For the sake of getting A/B
It crazy for me..
Cutting short on dota is killing me..uuhhhh

For now, I am trying to stay away from everything tat can affect my mind
Till after wednesday 5pm..
Think I shd b bak to my normal self..Haha

Was studying at my friend hse ytd from 2am till 5am+
Then when we got tired we slept till 12pm
Well, I was supposed to go to skool by 9am today
Cos Weiqiang hav offered to help me in my studies
Luckily that he didn't blame me much for being late
Mux really thank him and Lynette a lot
Went home and die on my bed till dunno how long

Oh well,gonna go my friend's hse to hardcore study again
I lik his hse's environment
So nice to study,if I were to study at home
I doubt I would b able to study long cos I will confirm play my computer..Haha

Jia you to myself =)

2007-09-05T08:44:00.000-07:00

Yawn..
1 week since I last updated
Actually I am veri tired today
No..
I shd say I hav been tired recently

Been sleeping late at night since Monday
Cos of many silly reasons
Hmm, didn't went to skool for ytd and today
Most funny thing is that my DPA teacher called me LoL
But she jux say nothing much and told me to come for skool tmr
Oh well..guess I need to go to skool tmr

Did nothing much recently
Only Eat,sleep,play,study and shit
Life is boring
Exam is starting in less than 1 week
But I tink I am confident of scoring well this time =)

Well,After my exams I will hav a 1mth 2days holiday
And..
I am looking for a job to do during that period!!!
Haishhh

Anyway, I am off to bed
Update again when I am free

2007-08-29T11:33:00.000-07:00

Had a gd chat wif my ex today
Jux wanna say...thx for ur encouragement..

Life is gonna change for me =D
Look ahead for the future
Find the true love of my life
Thou I am still searching
But studies shall come first..

I really need to buck up for my studies
Thou I am assured of getting A for 1 of my subject
But as for the others...Haish
Seriously, I really regret about not re-taking my 'O'
I tink it would b my biggest regret this year
As I am not young anymore
Calculation after I come out from poly..25 or 26yrs old
Pretty Old uh??

Well, study week is coming soon
As for friday, I will b going bak to my secondary skool wif my group of ex-classmates
Cos its...TEACHERS' DAY EVE!!
Miss them so much, as well as the teachers
So far only a small amount of ppl has confirm abt gg bak there
Will contact more tmr..

Oh well,exam coming in less than 2 weeks time
Stress and pressure is arriving
Expectation shall be high from my Dad
I fear tat I might not do well
But I seal my own fate

Work hard..MarcuS!!!

2007-08-28T12:12:00.000-07:00

I suc at understanding gers.
Yet another failed relationship..
Move on..Marcus...

2007-08-27T12:19:00.000-07:00

Well,I hav been buzy again lately
As usual, the tests can't stop coming

Tmr I will b having my final BMA test in the morning as well
COM skills presentation in the afternoon
Then after COM skills presentation,there will b CMN test
TEST TEST TEST
Life sucs...

Well,came home pretty late today..around 7pm+
Cos I went to eat wif weihao after my lessons today
So tired that the moment I reached home
I fall asleep almost immediately till 11.20pm
Woke up..hurried finish my project
But still I took 2hrs+ on finishing it..
Was around 2 when I finished already
Haish, find that there was not enuf time for me to study today
Luckily, there would b 2hrs+ free to study tmr cos there would b no DPA lessons
I would hav feel more relieved this way

Lately,I hav been veri pissssssed
Its jux lik.....
U're getting more and more unreasonable
becoming a different person now
Lazy to reply my msg?
Wtf is this uh?
Show u my care and concern but I dun get any answer..
Ask you wat is your troubles, nothing is your response
So wat is the point...
FUK IT.
At times, I dunno whether hav u ever thot of my feelings at all?
Jux tat..u weren't lik this in the past..

Well, anyway I am not free for all of this nonsence...
Studies come first =)

2007-08-23T12:02:00.000-07:00

Have been buzy and tired lately
Well,tests kept coming non-stop
Feeling sooo........stress up??

Went to watch movie wif liyana on monday
Been quite a while since I seen her
Seems she is getting more skinnier..Haha
Did nth much on tuesday
Except having dinner wif clovis after I came home from skool
Went to watch another movie wif my ex-colleague on wednesday
Wat I heard from them is tat GV had changed a lot
Lots of ppl r quitting
Pretty sad to hear tat
Actually I myself missed GV a lot
Especially the people there
I miss the buzy working life too
Kinda regret quitting the job now
Haish....

Today is worse
Overslept for PE lessons
Now I had to wake up early for my naffa tmr
Well, I am jux feeling so sleepy the whole day
Slept for nearly the whole afternoon after I came bak from skool

My exams preparations?
Its jux so-so
I am disappointed wif my DPA overall tests percentage
Jux a low 56%(wat the fuck)
Gonna study harder

Likely to study the whole night wif liyana tmr
Haha, cos its lik we live so near each other
Haish,but I still hav a test after skool
Then after the test,I am going to fill the job application form tat I will b working after my exam
After tat,I will b going to gym
I tink my plans lately is gonna make myself veri tired

As for you my dear
Hope u hav been sleeping well daily and cover ur blanket while sleeping
Come bak home early after ur lesson
Study hard too...jux lik me
If I am showing u a lack of care lately
I hav to say 'sorry'
Hope u would understand..

Lifeeeeee suc.

2007-08-19T10:07:00.000-07:00

Everything jux went so wrong recently
Or shd I say
Something is wrong wif me
I think I am getting more and more weird
My gf say she can't understand or communicate wif me
I oso tink so too
I tink I am getting worse in relationships

If only I hav the power to read her mind
If only I can understand her more
If only she tell me her problems and troubles
If only we share everything together
They r jux ''IF ONLY''s

Call me ''immature''
Wateva I say
Wateva I do
Actions and words speak for myself
I rather be a stone

I am really worried at times
Whenever I had no replies
My mind will start pondering over many things
I will tend to ask myself all these questions
'Are u safe'
'Are u fine'
'Are u bored'

Saturday's date..to me was a big failure
Wheneva I talks,I would only make her more pekcek and piss off wif me
Cos I seems to hear the wrong things whenever she talks wif me
Thou I think the most eventful thing tat happened tat day was probably the beautiful fireworks
It jux make things more difficult sometimes
When she don't share problems wif me
Its really hard..looking at her on saturday
I already know tat she got lot of problems in her mind from her facial expressions
I tink I am gonna use my old method to understand her more
The method I used 1yr ago
Whether it will succeed
Would all depend on myself

Another problem I am having recently is my COM skills project
I tink I am gonna get 'FUCK'
Everything abt my project is done
But 1 thing is tat I lack picture of family arguments
I can't seems to find them
All I can say to myself is...
'GOD bless me''

2007-08-16T10:32:00.001-07:00

I am Bak..Wif a new skin...And a new blog address
Ok so to cap a quick recall of wat happen during the past 2 weeks

Well, last week my dear's parents came to sg for a short period
So I didn't get many chances to meet her during tat period
But still I am happy to hear her voice daily

Lately, I hav been feeling so stress up wif lots of things
Studies, myself and her
I think I am gonna hav a serious headache
Cos of how is things are going

Haish..I am really disappointed wif myself
I mean...I am still a schooling kid
I am thinking..When will ppl tink I hav really grown up?
Not now...but hopefully soon after my 19th bday
I admit its true tat I talk lots of cock and make lots of funny action lately in skool
I tink my DOTA-mates would hav tink tat I am veri childish too
Even her sis Look down on me
Pretty de-moralising,but I had to accept the fact
There is no qualities in me at the moment

Anyway..Update other time..
its' 2.04am now
Spent nearly the whole night changing my blog
Of course I did study too
Hmm...as for tmr activities
Mayb I will b going swimming after lessons
Gonna Strive for my goals
'A' for DPA and CMN
I wanna achieve tat
So I guess I need to add oil ba

2007-08-02T09:01:00.000-07:00

Yawn..soo tired today
I had hav 2.4km run at the morning and 5rounds of running for TKD
Luckily I still managed to get a time of 11mins43seconds
Now I am only left with 4 more stations to getting silver for my NAFFA

Today is jux another boring day of skool
Learn Nothing much
Class was supposed to end at 5.30pm
Bt instead lesson was dismissed early at around 3.45pm
Well, I was supposed to hav TKD at 6.30pm
Bt it was too early, so my friends came to my hse
They gave me the lamest possible reason why they wanna come my hse
To eat magi mee =.=
Haha, but we really ate them
There are some various dishes included too
Actually I am feeling pretty happy cos they appreciate my cooking =)

So after eating we went for TKD
Luckily we didn't feel awful while running after eating 1hr ago
Food is still digesting in our stomach..haha
TKD lesson for today was boring too..only practice our kicking
But its' our first sparring lesson today
As my skool TKD is pretty slow, this is our first lesson
Too bad I didn't get my chance to spar
Cos time was running fast
Nvm, nx week it will be then..

Jux finish talking to her on phone, I told her everything from the start
So I hav told her everything tat she wanna know
Hope she would believe wat I said
Cos she seems unconvinced, thinking tat I m not telling the truth
But tat is not the case
I told myself tat I won't lie to her anymore
It jux makes myself feel more childish
And
I am not that kind of person tat cheat on gers

Hopefully I get to see her soon
Cos I really miss her a lot =)
My love for her jux won't die now..
And
I am dying to see her

2007-08-01T06:14:00.000-07:00

Hmm..After all my troubles I hav had recently
I finally cool down a bit ytd
After all the crying,my heart feels a little better
But there is still some emptiness inside me
The feeling of being heartbroken
Jux lik the feeling I had last year
I get to experience it once again ytd
Bt this time is a little different, I can feel tat my heart is opened ytd
I can't explain why
But its'..a really...really....hurting feeling

Well,ytd I didn't hav a gd sleep at all
In fact, I am studying for a test tat is for today
After all the talking wif her last night
The things I hav studied, I can't seems to get them into my head
As a result, I think I am not gonna do veri well for my test

Sian..tmr is gonna b a long day at skool
8am-5.30pm lessons...then TKD at 6.30pm till 9pm
Having Naffa test tmr so early
I need to run 2.4km+ dunno how many rounds for TKD later at night
Life has been a little too tiring for me for tomorrow

Enough Of my life
I wanna improve on the ways I am treating her
I am giving myself a challenge
If I dun improve..means I can't hav her
Which is not wat I wan
So I vow to myself,I mux jiayou
To get wat I wan
Cos I really love her a lot..

2007-07-31T08:29:00.000-07:00

Wat a different a day makes..
Ytd, after writing my blog
I was feeling...rather heartpain..
So i went to sleep after msging my dear
To say I m veri sorry yet again

Today is no suprise to me
She is still fuming wif me I supposed
My feelings now,I understand
I can imagine I am in her shoes now
Then some1 telling wat I hav told her
Definitely I would hav break up wif tat person
Okay,so she says ''she is full wif wat I hav said the other day''
Yes,I can't blame her for this
Definitely,I can only blame myself
I cause this problem

While talking quite a bit online during the afternoon at skool
There was a part when she mentioned about breaking up
That was the time when I broke into tears
Luckily,I hav tissue wif me
If not my friends would hav seen my teary eyes
It was the 1st time I hav cried since more than 1/2 a year ago
For my case,I would consider this
If I love someone tat much
I would quit all my bad habits for tat person
Smoking,Gambling and even Gaming
I would hav cried daily if she ever leaves me
Haish..If only she knew tat I love her real deeply
Cos it would b painful for me to accept if she leave me now

I love her for who she is
I dunno wats the problem
So what if we are different??can't we b together?
I dun wanna care abt the age gap or any other things
Not because she is different for me in some ways
I dun wanna care abt this
Are they Important to me?not at all..
To me, she is still herself
I still remembered the very first time I met her
Now, she is still the same lovely ger
Wat negatives opinions do I hav for u??
Absolutely nothing...
Do I think of you as a different person?
Absoulutely NOOOOOOO
U are still the same old person to me
I think she shd hav bad opinions for me instead
For all my bad habits,she shd hav giv me opinions to describe more abt me

There r still many I hav wanna say
But I will stop here for the moment

I need to do some soul searching..
Haish, really hope she can giv me a last chance to make amendments..
But if she really wans a break wif me
I guess I hav to learn to accept ba
GOD BLESS ME

2007-07-30T06:27:00.000-07:00

Bak to blogging after more than 2mths
Hmm now I am feeling afresh more than ever
Life in ITE during these past 3mths+ has been nothing more than great
I get to mix around more with my closer group of friends
At times during our break time,we will play lan or pool tgt
Thou I find my course getting tougher along the road
But still I don't hate my course,instead I am loving it more cos it is so fun

Alright,enough abt me during the past few months
Actually I am writing this blog today to apologise to my dear
What I've done??
Well,because of my stupidity,I did something veri bad
I say somethings tat I shouldn't say
I m not gonna reveal wat is it,but I have to admit I am really too much
I mean...humans do make mistakes
Thats why I prefer to think that no one is perfect in this world
But this time, my mistake is a huge one
Echos of what I hav said to her jux now is in my mind during my journey home jux now
I seriously dunno wat I can do to make her forgive me
I guess I can only hope??

What am I??
Neither a talented person nor a handsome guy wif amazing charisma
As for studies??I am way down the drain...
Friends of mine are way ahead of me
What for learning Taekwondo?
Does it make me possible to please her?
I can only say I am a downgrade failure

Disappointing is what I can say abt myself
Tats 1 of the reason why I wanna cherish her
Cos I noe i lack qualities
While her education level is superb over me
Ask of wat I can offer her??
Simply only my care and love
If only I noe how she feels
What she is thinking at times
That would makes life easier for me
But I need to understand her throu the hard way
And........
I am veri determined to noe her more well

I feel 'DISGRACE'
I noe today would b a bad day
Cos something is jux not right,tats wat i felt since morning
I am not asking for forgiveness that fast
She can choose not to forgive me cos I was really too much wif wat I hav said
But all I can do is only hope...and pray
SORRY dear,

2007-05-13T10:12:00.000-07:00

Hmm,finally I m bak after 2mth+
Haha gonna save this blog from rotting..
Well,lets see what I hav been doing..hmmmm

Well,as my application through DAE to RP isn't successful..
I Got into Tampines ITE HNITEC in Electronics Engineering
Peeps there were great n fun to b wif..
Juz tat there is something tat I dun lik..
My class no chinese gers!!! ***SianZzzz***
Bt I tink some of the malay gers in e class can make up for it la
Some of them quite pretty..at least there is something tat won't spoil my eyes
Wahahahaha....

Hmm, I did struggle on my studies over this new course
Partly due to the fact tat I m going into an engineering world
Obviously, that would need time for people to get adapted to..
Another reason is tat during the 2nd week of skool
I went overseas...to China for a holiday wif my family
As tickets was bought earlier b4 hand, I cant say no to the trip
If not mum would hav wan me to foot out $700++
Thus, I missed out 1 week of lessons
Which means...I hav been lacking far way too bhind the others

Thankfully now, thanks to my class advicer
I managed to catch up wif my other classmates
DPA is wat I m having difficulties in now..
Juz need more time to study..haish

Well, work has been fuked up recently
There is a case of which a patron complain abt me
Tat patron claim tat when I return outside food to him/her
I would let tat patron see the food to make sure whether it is his/hers anot
Which is totally ''BULLSHIT N FUKUP BIASED''
I felt tat I hav being sabo/misunderstood..

My weakest station is CB, then now at floor I got this complain..
Now I heard from someone I got blackmark by manager
Damn Shag..after I come bak from holiday this things happen..
I seriously feel lik quitting
Bt no, cos of som1..a very special person tat meant to me
Hope this bad things tat happened to me draws to a close
Cos I really wanna do my work well
Bt sometimes, life SuX...

2007-02-27T10:52:00.000-08:00

Last sunday was GV Family Day
The day in which GV staffs get to watch movie tat wasn't officially release
Went to GV plaza singapura to watch ''The Pursuit Of Happiness''
It was a real gd movie in my opinion
Why???
Cos I gt touched by the movie
I recommend ppl watching this movie when it comes out in the cinemas

Finally chiong finish working the CNY period
Veri happy to get my $88 incentive
That period was extremely tiring
Patrons kept coming..
Somemore CB closing ends lik 5am+ during CNY first day and eve
My life turned upside down during tat period
As in my bodyclock, day bcum night and so is the other way round
During tat period, I actually thought of quitting my job
Cos for that low pay, I find working there nt worth the effort
Bsides, I could hav find a better job wif better pay
Bt, I trust myself to perserve

Lastly, I really lik to say sorry to some ppl who I hav let down
Hope they will forgive me
Shall blog again other time

2007-02-21T05:22:00.000-08:00

I feel tired
I feel screwed

Having lots of problems lately
Hai,hope things change for the better

Only positive thing is tat at least I gotten my pay

Need to plan n sort things out

2007-02-12T09:49:00.000-08:00

Alright, bak to blogging
If nt my blog will seriously rot..LoL

Things has being suck for me recently
Lik the release of the 'O' level results
I did horribly.....L1R4 31pts
Haha I tink I sorta expected it
Cos I hav being playing non stop last year
Oso I hav being distracted by some other things
Bt excuses no more
Thats my outcome
Nw I can only hope I m elligiable to enter the engineering skool in any of the poly in SG
Bt there is only a slim chance
Cos I gt 5 for maths n sciene(still a result unacceptable)
Bt tat 31pts has made my morale goes way down
Nw It is a matter of whether is it possible I m able to make it to poly

Well, I graduate from 1 of my station at work
Now I m in another station at CandyBar
Tiring I shd say after 3 days of closing
My trainer is great
Humorous and clear at everything he teaches me
Gd to do closing wif him cos he is really fast

Today was my third day at Candybar
There was a new ger at my workplace today
Heard tat she was in attachment from SP
Bt...1 thing I m curious abt is...attachment at GV?!?
Why nt other places
Seriously,I find myself being screwed
Blame my big mouth for wanting to know whether the person is a male or female
Cos the name sounds lik either of them
Bcos of that,I was being targetted by the whole of Gv staff
I wouldn't wanna say any much more
Things happen to me last time n nw a new rumour has started yet again

Hais..Gt bak in contact wif Meiyun recently
I m pretty proud of her...L1R4 16pts n L1R5 20pts
Feeling happy for her would only make me disappointed wif myself

Hope things gets better for me as time passes

***I pray tat I get to engineering school of any Poly***

2007-02-03T01:42:00.000-08:00

Things has been as normal
Well,I hav being working lik a dog for this whole week
Working daily
Was lik so tiring yet fun though

Got my pay last week
Quite satisfied wif it I shd say
inclusive of CPF, my pay was $551 ^^
Bt I gav $150 to my mum n spend some of it myself
So nw left wif half of the remaining amount
Somemore the comp passes I get only 7
Tink tats few cos I already gave 2 to my sis,1 to joe and the last person....
Well...I forgot who
I only noe tat I m left wif 3 comp passes nw

Things were getting mre n mre fun lately lik today
RuiBing n Eunice were asking me who I liked at GV
They were lik saying out names n testing my reaction
Bt I calmly say no to all of them...
Cos I seriously dun hav a target at the moment
Haha

As for the other scenario, I heard tat there are lots of rumours
Rumours as in stories of ghosts haunting cinemas of L2
Many of them sounds sooOo real and scarey

For recommended movies,
There ain't any nice ones recently except 'Apocalypto'
Tat show is M-18 and it is pack wif gruesome n violence scene
The other movies are just a waste of time n $
Horror movies recently has being crapped
Just dun watch them cos they really are a waste of $

Oh welll,Gonna stop here
Gonna work opening tmr at 9.50am
It is lik sooOo early n yet I m blogging nw..Haha
Shall find time to blog again

2007-01-21T23:30:00.000-08:00

Wahaha,I tink today was my lucky day
While on my way to work,I kanna bird shit on my hair,forehead n shirt
Juz fucking YuCks la..
Afterwards, I was lik feeling damn fuk up la

Today at work, I tink i did the most of the labour work so far
Moving lik 10+ 25kg cartons of sprite n lemon tee syrup n stacking them up n down
Freaking tiring sia
Haha,bt still I lik my job la

Tmr will b my 1mth working
Time passes fast
Thursday will b pay day
I will get to hav 10 comp passes
O yeah man...fuking happy

Heard results coming out soon
Bt I nt sure when
Anyway, I planning to work throughout CNY
Rather earn $$$ than seeing my relatives

Tmr going swimming alone in the morning
Then after swimming go work
Tuesday is my off day
Going to watch movie wif Nora n Auntie Lily
Bt b4 that mayb going gym
Wednesday schedule still haven confirm yet
Haha, hopefully the rumours in GVTM will all b gone
Cos.....I am an innocent victim
LoL..alright shall blog other time

2007-01-16T04:15:00.000-08:00

Tiring day for me recently
Either I would b working..Or I would b going out wif friends

Ytd went to my 'class chalet' at CostaSand
Was kinda disappointed wif things going on
Cos everything was nt well planned at all
In e end,it turned out to b more lik friends gathering instead of 'class chalet'
Its' bcos there were many of the outsiders coming
Furthermore, the BBQ fire started so late at near 8pm
It was really disappointing

So all the chinese packed their bags n went to the 'SpiderWeb Playground' at PR park
Roughly around 16 people
We took quite a number of pictures there
After that, we went to Bedok 85 market to eat supper
Hav to thank Michael lots
Cos he treated all of us Ba Chor Mee and BBQ chicken wings

After tat,we decided to went to Cathay KboX to SinG
Some went home
So it was left wif me, Nicolas, Michael, Jermaine, Chun Sing, Kelvin, Karen, Ling and Sharon
Yeah the 9 of us
We split into 3 groups and took a cab each
It was around 1am when we reached
Each of us had to play the stupid dice game wif the counter
Roll the disc,whoever number is the biggest win
Whoever win need nt pay anything
And YeaH..Haha I win
Bt Sadly, out of the 9 only 3 of us win

Well well, we sang lik crazy there
Especially Sharon, sang soOo many songs bt still nt tired..HaHa
I sang only a few, lik around 5 songs
We were there from 1am till 6am
So obviously sang lots of songs
Non-stop man..haha

After that, I went home as I tink it is still early to go for the 'New Staff Orientation' thingy
Furthermore, I can follow Michael cab along to Bedok
Gd Benefit, bt I still reached home at 6.50am
Sad part is that I only slept for 1hr+
Another sad part is that I am 30mins late for work
Luckily the manager didn't scold me
I was lik damn tired when she was explaining abt the Employment Conduct Policy
Bt still had to keep myself awake somehow

The talk ended at roughly 11.50am
Took Cab bak to Tampines Central wif Chun You
I was lik feeling headache n thought of having a fever soon
Well, I am nt suprised abt this as I drank, smoke, sang and slept for only a hr+
Went to check my rooster at GVTM
Veri happy that I didn't work today
So I walked home and hav a gd afternoon sleep..LoL
Seriously, I die on my bed..Cos I m feelin damn bloody tired la

Nw I m here Blogging after my long sleep..Haha
Anyway,there might b another BBQ coming soon
Hopefully tis 1 will b well planned
Credit to everybody, they made the day fun even though it was a 'Class Chalet'
Bt it turned out to b other way round..
Haha, alright shall blog again someday =D

2007-01-08T04:47:00.000-08:00

Haha
It has being lik 10days since I last updated

First of all, A very 'Happy Belated New Year' to everyone
Seriously, time flies fast
Today is the 8th day of 2007
And I hav being working for near 3weeks already

Haha,working has being tiring recently
Luckily I am having off on Sunday n Monday
Things has being going up n down for me recently
I think the negatives r more than the positives
At times when working, I will be feelin bloody moody
It is lik I am nt in a mood to work, instead I wanna sleep at home

2006 has being a veri mix up year for me
If I fail my 'O' level, I think that it could make it the worse year of my life
Bt if I really fail, I still haven plan on where to go yet
'ITE' or 'NS'??

Being watching lots of movie recently
Haha, anybody tat wants recommendations on movies tat r nice can ask me

Anyway, I am nt planning to go Australia for the time being
Cos of work schedule n CNY crashing together
Well, if I were to go
It will b mayb during March, or shd I say 'most likely' ???

Actually, I hav totally recovered from the hurt already
Problems has being solved between ppl tat I hav argued wif...
Veri happy wif that...
Gtg Zzz

2006-12-28T22:28:00.000-08:00

Being working for close to 1 week already
Ok la, for those ppl who still dunno where I am working
Its' at GV TM

Ytd n today were my off days
Ytd went to watch free movie wif some of my colleague
We watched 'The Holiday'
I find it boring cos I hav watched it twice
Bt still its free, so nvm
After that, went to help my colleague paste new movie posters that are coming soon

Did nth much for today
Particularly slacking at home oso healing my injury

Abt my injury, it is on my right hand
I fell down the steel stairs while working on Tuesday
Luckily i land on my butt instead of head crushing to the ground
If nt I m a goner..Haha
I can't carry heavy stuff wif my right hand at the moment, so sad

Currently, my duty is 'floor'
Which means I hav to check every cinemas
To ensure that the projectile is running the right movie n things r going smoothly
I hav to clear the mess made by the ppl after they left
At times I might be running up n down the place

I lik my colleagues
They r fun n crazy in a sense that they play around
Hoho, I love crazy people :D
Somemore, most ppl there are around my age
So it is nice to know the ppl there
Bt when working, they look so serious

Though it can b tiring at times working there
Bt I ain't gonna quit :)
For some reasons particularly

O well, gg to 85 to eat later
Then tmr still need to wake up early
Gg to see a sinseh to fix my hand
Somemore working at 6.50pm to OT tmr
SianZz

2006-12-22T02:09:00.000-08:00

Bak to blogging after few days of absence

Today is a damn buzy day for me
Woke up early at 9am
Bath then went to meet CaiRong at Bedok Mrt Platfoam
Later went to the place tat she wanna interview for her job at somewhere in Aljunied

After the interview, we went to meet Yiwen at Kallang Mrt Platfoam
Then later, went marina square cos she wanna buy X'mas present for Eugene
After buying, we ate our lunch at the Mac there

As I was rushing for time to go for my job interview at TM
I ate quickly n rushed there
Reached at around 1.45pm while the appointment is supposed to b at 1pm
I thought I will get fuked by the manager
Bt instead I didn't.. Haha

Went home later to rest for a while
Then around 5pm Wei Hao n I went to cut our hair
Seriously, we feel lik shit cos of our stupid hairstyle..LoL
After tat,went walk walk around Pasa Malam at Tamp Central
Then later went to Far East wif some of my friends
After a while,we split
The gers went shopping
While Jianyong n I r on our own
We ate our dinner, n we went bak through train
Bt I had to stop somewhere cos I need to return the vcds I rent last week to the shop
After returning, I went home n it was around 11.15pm when I reached home
WAT A TIRING DAY!!!

I will b starting work tmr!!Bt it will b only training for the moment
I m nt gonna say where I m working, bt it is somewhere at TM
Cos I m having doubts over myself whether hw long I will last
Hopefully nt tat short XD
I wanna experience something new, something tat can make me extremely buzy

I m keeping this blog dead for a week from nw
Have being tiring recently,
Being going to town nearly almost everyday recently, then I would reach home at late night
Restless n tired, another reason is I m a bit lazy to blog all the time
YawNzz, time to go to sleep

2006-12-18T20:56:00.000-08:00

Woke up at 1am+ today
Then had to say byebye to the ps2 I borrow from Clovis
So sad cos I m short of 1 game consule to play n I m gonna miss it..Haha

Went to TM wif JianYong to apply for a job application
Nt gonna say wat tat job is..Hehe
Anyway really hope they will call me cos I m really interested on working on the job

After tat actually wanted to go Century Square 'Billy Bombers' to apply for the job application
Bt it was so paiseh, lik around 5-6 workers at the entrance
So in e end we juz walked past the place without doing anything..Haha

While eating Long John Silvers at TM, saw many Mediacorp actors n actress
Including Fiona Xie n the best new actor(dunno his name =.=)
They all look damn HANDSOME N PRETTY
Yao WenLong(dunno his english name) look cool n handsome
Actually wanted to take pic wif Bai Wei Xiu(dunno her english name)
Cos she is really damn pretty
Bt my courage let me down..lol damn paiseh

Anyway, the things I wrote ytd..
I tink I m too much
Cos even I read them myself oso find it veri hurting
I m oso quite guilty for writing all these
Therefore, I will edit them in a few days time
Anyway, what past has passed
No point blaming her for everything
I tink I gotten over things already
I won't write abt her anymore
Only thing I can do, heck care lohz
At least things hav got better for me recently.

O well, going to bath n then watch tv n some vcds
After that, I will b going to sleep

2006-12-17T17:10:00.000-08:00

Ytd went marina square to company my friends go shopping
We combed the whole area,went to nearly every shops to look around
The christmas decoration there were fantastic
Oso I tink there were late night shopping sales there
Discounts at everything u buy

Speaking of ocassions
X'mas is coming
O dear, me n my stupid idea...I promise so many ppl tat I buying presents for them
Lol, I m gonna hav christmas stress

Today was bored, did nothing at home
Juz playing my video game
Later going Century Square buy something

Friday night was horrible
1 week ago, that happened
1 week later, this happened
If it were to happen 1 month later, I wouldn't care
Nt sad, bt I m juz disappointed
I wanna laugh if I hav really scare her
Cos I juz merely show her my temper when I m angry

I judged her character as a veri gd n nice person at first
Bt nw, I judge her differently
Actually we shd hav broke up earlier, mayb the first month or we shd nt even started
Sadly, bt its' the truth
She.....is........too...........fake
I seriously tink everything is a 'make up'
She can do what she wants
My disappointment towards her has reached the limits
Won't even giv a shit abt wat she do

2006-12-15T21:04:00.000-08:00

Day as usual for ytd, work work work
Gt bored, so take pictures of myself..zi nian
Then after work went to rent some vcds to watch
Go home, bath, online for a while then Zzz

Today watch the vcds which I rent from ytd during work
Watched 3 movies namely 'See no Evil', 'Silent Hill' n 'Monster House'
'See no Evil' is a bit gross, bt storyline is too short
'Silent Hill' is a pretty nice movie, quite an interesting horror movie
'Monster House' is lame....
Still gt 6 more movies left to watch

Beginning to know more people in my workplace
They r all veri friendly
Most of them thought I am a man of aged 20+ cos of my looks
Haha makes me look soO oLd

Anyway, quite happy
Cos I m working part time nw
Oso I hav to work part time if I wanna get daily pay
No choice..Haha
Needa buy xmas presents

Shall stop here, wanna go slack liao...

2006-12-14T06:40:00.000-08:00

Writing this blog entry soOo early nw cos of a reason
I juz had a horrible nightmare
I m nt gonna say wat is it

So horrible tat it makes me weep
I only can say: "FUCK" I hate my fate

I need a holiday away from life in Singapore
I really do
I wanna go to Australia..where the kangeroos are hoOping around
My mum's best friend will be looking after me there
I need a break from stuffs tat makes me feel horrible
Most likely after my class chalet I will b going there
Mayb for 1 month,Using my own $ to buy the air tickets
Juz need time to CoOl down, think tats all

2006-12-13T23:17:00.000-08:00

Ytd didn't update..was tired when I reached home
Anyway went to watch 'Cinderella' at cine leisure wif karen n alvin ytd
Then after tat went to eat dinner
After tat went home by bus n it was around 12+ when I reached home
Bath then Zzz

Today wake up early in the morning
Slack till 2pm
Then went pasir ris wif Chun Sing to meet Fiona
Haha we talked a bit..then later i began to explain everything to her
Glad tat she understand hw I felt
Least we r still bros n sis after all
After tat, went to her work place to slack for a while

Till 5.20pm, went to TM to watch movie wif some of my friends
We watched 'The Holiday'
It was pretty nice, veri romantic
Then after the movie went to eat at the food court
Tats my day

Actually Fiona said lots of things to me which kinda made sense
Yea, an experience I guessed
Also I love my mother, for giving me so much of the encouragement
Tat I will forever b her amazing son

2006-12-11T21:30:00.000-08:00

Today really suc
Okay, 1 thing I lik abt my job is the pay
Bt another thing which I dun lik abt it is the long hours
Also, this job is fucking slack lor
I dunno hw to say la
Just imagine urself sitting down at the air-con room for roughly most of the 12hrs
Nearly doing nothing, customers come, juz ask them what they want
WAHHhh, I tink sooner or later if I dun hav anything to do then I gonna becum a retard

Another sad thing is that my work is being brought nearer
Actually shd b starting at 18 Dec, bt my cousin change me to 14 Dec..SianZz
I think my body clock is gonna change from that day onwards
Gonna sleep early daily..Zzz

I noticed something, even though I hav the job
I can't seems to forget everything
I tink I picked the wrong job..bt I can't quit nw =.=
Cos the ppl there veri friendly, wan quit oso can't bear to do it
Oh well, Gonna go bath liao
Update Tmr...

2006-12-10T21:36:00.000-08:00

Well,Today was a pretty boring day
Slack at home, then went out for 2hrs in e afternoon

Hmm, I m getting a new hp soon in 2 or 3 days time
I think the model is Nokia 6280..gt 3G
My mum suddenly so gd to me..a bit weird =.=
Say she giving me as a belated bday present..Bt WTH my bday already over so long ago
Aiya bt at least she make me feel a bit happy

During e afternoon, I went to shop for e best present I could buy for her
While oso in e meantime I oso went to buy lunch for my sis n myself
Bt.. I can't find the thing which I wanna buy...SianZz
Anyway I will be going to Raffles,Bugis or Marina Square
1 of this place this tuesday or wednesday
Try to find the best gift for her
I oso tink I m racing against time by doing this
in e meantime oso companying Junn min to find job
Cos she quit her job I tink

Karen says I m stupid for doing this
She oso said y treat her so gd when it is her tat started the break up
Abt this,I really can't explain why
Mayb is cos I miss doing this silly things again
Things tat requires a veri long time to complete

Anyway will be working tmr
Muz wake up at 7am..SianZz
Gonna slack for 12hours again..SianZz
People tat gt free time pls come visit me
Location: Pasir Ris Central 81..Quite near Hai Sing Catholic Secondary N Pasir Ris MRT
Aiya, U ppl see a Big fishing pond near these places tat means I m nearby liao la
Shall stop here, Gonna go slack loh

2006-12-09T22:54:00.000-08:00

Veri Tired today
So I will just cut short what I wanna blog today

Today wake up early at 7am
Prepared and went to work

Anyway, lots of things happened there
I am beginning to question myself whether I lik this cashier job anot..LoL
Yet again,I did a number of mistakes
Then after work still gt more problems arrived
I think the assistant manager gt sacked
Cos I heard from the others said tat she can't even step into the office
Though they nvr said the reason
The net sales oso gt a bit of problem
Cos normally everytime after morning or early shift hav to count the total sales
Haha, I can't explain what really happened
It is far way too complicating
All I noe is,the boss say from today onwards,I am the office cashier...LoL
Any loss, my responsibility

Gonna end here, rest and relax and watch some soccer

Haish, I can only hope she get well soon..

2006-12-08T20:47:00.000-08:00

Today is the 2nd day of my training at work
Pissed at myself lor, made soo many silly mistakes
Count $$ till my head wanna go haywire liao la...haha
Tmr will be my official first day when I start work and earn $
Think I gonna be veri buzy cos its' weekend tmr
Then starting from 18 dec, I will be working for 1month full time
8am-8pm- ->$50 per day
My Off day will be on every Sunday

Ytd, I talked with Sheng Xiong for a while on the phone
Talk about lots of things
At a part, he said tat I hav nt matured yet
Cos I am still depending on my parents
And tat I don't think BIG enough
I kinda agreed wif what he said

So starting from 2007
I SWEAR I won't relied on my parents anymore
No more pocket money, I will feed myself from the year onwards

Actually, Sheng Xiong's words kinda inspired me to change into a different person
To make myself become successful in career
To see the Real WorlD
I SWEAR i will show him hw successful I am in within 5years
Include studies and my fame

After thinking and assuming every possible reasons
I tink I noe why she left me liao
Bt I can't gurantee whether my guess is rite anot
Only a mere 60% probability
The fault doesn't lies wif her, it lies wif me instead

I hav decided to giv her a Xmas present, probably my last present for her
I hav target the date 31/dec/2006
Yep, the last date of this year
When I am oso Off at that day
Whether this present produce any hope or sincerity will hav to depend on me liao
Whether I can finish it on time anot
Cos of my working life, I might not be able to finish the present
If things still remain the same, then no point liao
I will hav to move on..
Wait for the new year and live a new life

2006-12-07T21:12:00.000-08:00

Whew,finally my blog is done
Thx to Qiyun for giving me the music codes webby
And to CaiRong for the tag board webby
I tink this music suits this blog a lot, Haha

Today was a tiring day
Haha, Thx to my cousin, I got a job as a cashier
Just came bak from the training, tmr still hav to go again
Gosh, Its' kinda complicating bcos I needa remember so many things
Bt nvm, at least this will bring me $$$ and to kill some time
I still needa buy for some of my friends Xmas presents..

Ytd Weihao n I chat lik 2hours after supper
We talk a lot..abt girls and GoD and also share our problems
I can say that we knows each other inside out after close to 9yrs of friendship
Even my secrets, he exposed them.Haha
Then at a period while we were talking abt GoD
We started to question his presence
Does He really exist?
Then we come out with lots of lame theory, bt they kinda make sense
Mayb the reason why I don't believe in GoD totally can be accepted
I felt we were of the same boat
For our dreadful past
Bt he is a bit more of a worse case than mine

I won't be trusting women anymore
And
I mean EVERY WOMEN
They have a two sided face
One the pure side, caring and nice
Bt on the other dark side, we dunno what they have in mind

Anyway, I will be working full time soon
Possibly won't be so free in days to come
At least I will still have days off
Bt I still dunno when is it
Haha shall stop here, post other time

2006-12-06T23:23:00.000-08:00

Why do this to me
The pain, suffering, sorrow…
It’s just really too hard for me to take

Have I done anything wrong to deserve this?
If not, I just need to know the reason of breaking up?
Can’t be possibly the reason that u don’t want to be committed to this relationship.
And this ridiculous reason of choosing to be carefree.
If so, then why choose to be with me at the first place
All the words and things u said… Are they true words or just plain rubbish being said?
When I asked you the questions on the phone just now
I was extremely disappointed
Your answers make me think it is really OVER.
This relationship is DOOM, HOPELESS, ENDED.

Is God punishing me in some ways?
That I have being in a fucker in the past?
And now I have deserved this fate.

The MONEY, EFFORT and TIME spent throughout this relationship
It’s really hard to take.
I done my part to save this relationship but since you really want this to end
I guess I can do nothing about it

Am I treating you like a toy?
That was the question that you asked me weeks ago
But now, I think that question should be ask the other way round

I have cried enough
I hav possibly treat her to the best I could
Giving in too much was probably my biggest mistake

Btw, I wished to thank all my friends for listening to me just now
I love you peeps lot.
Especially my bro Wei Hao, my dear sis Karen, my di Jason and Cairong
Thx for listening to me on the phone just now
And some other people that talk to me in the MSN
U people give me the encouragement to move on

Maybe you people were right
I can find a better girl with better qualities de
Next time, I assure I won’t fall in love so easily

If possible my last wish would be…
For Fiona to forgive you
Everything starts from me, the centre of the friendship of you both
I wish that I could just say sorry to Fiona for this
And I wouldn't bother both of you anymore
Really hope that both of you can become good friends again