Wat a different a day makes..
Ytd, after writing my blog
I was feeling...rather heartpain..
So i went to sleep after msging my dear
To say I m veri sorry yet again
Today is no suprise to me
She is still fuming wif me I supposed
My feelings now,I understand
I can imagine I am in her shoes now
Then some1 telling wat I hav told her
Definitely I would hav break up wif tat person
Okay,so she says ''she is full wif wat I hav said the other day''
Yes,I can't blame her for this
Definitely,I can only blame myself
I cause this problem
While talking quite a bit online during the afternoon at skool
There was a part when she mentioned about breaking up
That was the time when I broke into tears
Luckily,I hav tissue wif me
If not my friends would hav seen my teary eyes
It was the 1st time I hav cried since more than 1/2 a year ago
For my case,I would consider this
If I love someone tat much
I would quit all my bad habits for tat person
Smoking,Gambling and even Gaming
I would hav cried daily if she ever leaves me
Haish..If only she knew tat I love her real deeply
Cos it would b painful for me to accept if she leave me now
I love her for who she is
I dunno wats the problem
So what if we are different??can't we b together?
I dun wanna care abt the age gap or any other things
Not because she is different for me in some ways
I dun wanna care abt this
Are they Important to me?not at all..
To me, she is still herself
I still remembered the very first time I met her
Now, she is still the same lovely ger
Wat negatives opinions do I hav for u??
Absolutely nothing...
Do I think of you as a different person?
Absoulutely NOOOOOOO
U are still the same old person to me
I think she shd hav bad opinions for me instead
For all my bad habits,she shd hav giv me opinions to describe more abt me
There r still many I hav wanna say
But I will stop here for the moment
I need to do some soul searching..
Haish, really hope she can giv me a last chance to make amendments..
But if she really wans a break wif me
I guess I hav to learn to accept ba
GOD BLESS ME
Bak to blogging after more than 2mths
Hmm now I am feeling afresh more than ever
Life in ITE during these past 3mths+ has been nothing more than great
I get to mix around more with my closer group of friends
At times during our break time,we will play lan or pool tgt
Thou I find my course getting tougher along the road
But still I don't hate my course,instead I am loving it more cos it is so fun
Alright,enough abt me during the past few months
Actually I am writing this blog today to apologise to my dear
What I've done??
Well,because of my stupidity,I did something veri bad
I say somethings tat I shouldn't say
I m not gonna reveal wat is it,but I have to admit I am really too much
I mean...humans do make mistakes
Thats why I prefer to think that no one is perfect in this world
But this time, my mistake is a huge one
Echos of what I hav said to her jux now is in my mind during my journey home jux now
I seriously dunno wat I can do to make her forgive me
I guess I can only hope??
What am I??
Neither a talented person nor a handsome guy wif amazing charisma
As for studies??I am way down the drain...
Friends of mine are way ahead of me
What for learning Taekwondo?
Does it make me possible to please her?
I can only say I am a downgrade failure
Disappointing is what I can say abt myself
Tats 1 of the reason why I wanna cherish her
Cos I noe i lack qualities
While her education level is superb over me
Ask of wat I can offer her??
Simply only my care and love
If only I noe how she feels
What she is thinking at times
That would makes life easier for me
But I need to understand her throu the hard way
And........
I am veri determined to noe her more well
I feel 'DISGRACE'
I noe today would b a bad day
Cos something is jux not right,tats wat i felt since morning
I am not asking for forgiveness that fast
She can choose not to forgive me cos I was really too much wif wat I hav said
But all I can do is only hope...and pray
SORRY dear,
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